唯有你是钥匙
我不懂，是我多心还是你太忙。根据朋友的说法，他说我的心被锁上了，而你是唯一的钥匙，还问我可以复制那个钥匙吗，他会帮我交给更适合的人。想必，他也在看着这篇文章吧。谢咯。
我想把那钥匙放在你那里，虽然你什么都没说没做，可是，如果你真的不要，我还是希望你会亲手把钥匙交回给我。
我不懂，是我多心还是你太忙。根据朋友的说法，他说我的心被锁上了，而你是唯一的钥匙，还问我可以复制那个钥匙吗，他会帮我交给更适合的人。想必，他也在看着这篇文章吧。谢咯。
我想把那钥匙放在你那里，虽然你什么都没说没做，可是，如果你真的不要，我还是希望你会亲手把钥匙交回给我。
吴克群的为你写诗，很好听。上下班和赶课的途中时常都能听到，旋律很郎郎上口，听了一次就不会忘记，在慢慢的听，原来歌词很简单但是很感触。。
为你我做了太多的傻事
唯一不会忘记的是你的名字和样子。
虽然你不在我面前，可是闭上眼，就能看见你的笑脸。
爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子
My colleages just came back from Japan study trip. Heard that it was a good study trip. Really learn alot regarding Japan commercial building and concept especially the shopping mall at Roppongi Hills and Omotesando.
There was something interested to share (told by colleage after they exprerienced it in Japan)
- after u have order your meal,pls finish it asap after the food arrived and paid and empty your seat for the next customer, if not, go to fine dining pls. (japanese are veyr efficiency)
- while you and your friend are on escalator, pls don't stand stand together horizontally, it should be front and behind, if not, you are going to block ppl who are in a rush. (again, efficiency)
- no matter you purchase their goods or not, they are ready to bounce to you for more than 3 seconds (imagine you bought a LV from them) they are very polite.
- smoker will only smoke in designated area.
- for my colleages trip, their average spending for 1 meal is US200. (cant deny that it's an upper level spending as they are going together with boss)
- the worker (bell boy, receptionist, captain etc) are going to lose their job just because you are unhappy with their service. not maybe, is definitely will lose the job. thats y they will apologize seriously until you already in your cab and left (until you feel guilty too).
will add on again if any. and the souvenir and snakcs from japan was expensive too. the happiest thing is i've got alot of macha biscuit stick which not imported to malaysia. yummy yummy!!
Nowaday everyone can fly with air asia. I really wish to travel to Hong Kong. The air fare was dirt cheap when they started to have direct flight to Hong Kong. Maybe Hong Kong just a so so destination for somebody, but for me it's like a dream to travel overseas. I don't mind you call me 'shua gu'. Because I save alot money and wish to travel with using my own money. And of course not through company business trip, will have to do alot of study report man. Target to save more more money and go to hong kong for my own.
Hong Kong street and interesting place was printed in my mind. Know to go where and take the MTR, which exit to use to go to shopping mall, which bus to take to go to tourist destination, where to buy Yuen Long Lou Poh Biscuit, Central IFC, really thanks alot to those Hong Kong TV program and my colleage who used to travel alot to Hong Kong in a year.
Wanted to go to the 'Pak Lai Wan' where alot of ppl bring their dog and play at the beach. And it's a place where the TVB drama 'The Seventh Day' shooting for the 10ten Cafe scene. Hope can meet with DarkGor also. The cutie white terrier dog that I've know through blogspot. Ya, ofcos, the PetMax, the shopping mall that designated for your pets! hehe. But so sad that I cant bring Ah Bee there.haiz...
im asking myself..
it's a need or want?
if i need it..y?
i paid and sacrifice so much for it.
will i die without it?
no
then i dont need it
but i want it
y i want it
i just dunwan to lose it
but i dun need it
it will just be ok to let go because i wont die without it
then i dun need it n i better dun want it
很快就过了一年，去年过年的快乐时光仿佛就在昨天才发生。希望新的一年可以带给你你在过去的一年所忘记的东西。
新目标，就是要好好的工作和念书，好不容易存了钱来继续升学，日子有多难过都不可以放弃。希望如此。正如少女欧巴桑所说的:
"爱钱不可耻,胡乱花钱才可耻
省钱不可耻 伸手要钱才可耻
没钱不可耻 有钱不赚才可耻"。。我非常同意这一句名言，也成为了我的座右铭。嘻嘻。现在的年轻人花钱如流水，好像父母每天幸苦工作为了孩子是活该似的。我发觉自己越来越像少女欧巴桑了。。
i really wan to stop myself from thinking about it. y.becos i dunwan to feel heartbreak anymore. every time the heart cured after i tried to put alot of plaster and bandage, but end up it wil broken into smaller pieces. i wan to giv up but y dun u giv up me.
sunday, free day for me. been to pyramid for purchasing the gifts for the gifts exchange session in my office. im glad that this thing happened to me. so so so lucky!! >.<..
i been walk till the piano corner which in front of SEED. there was a lady pianist playing piano there. I knew this pianist for quite long time since 3 years ago i study and work at sunway, used to saw her playing piano quite frequently there. i walk till beside the stage, she looked at me and smile while playing some classical piano song. And when she finish this song, she play the next song, and guess what.. she play the song of Jay Chou!! the latest song "Pu GOng Ying De Yue Ding".. unbelievable..i was thinking when she will play some jay's song because she never play jay song since the 1st time i saw her. it's miracle that she play the jay song when i was there. maybe this is what called FATE..hehe
i quickly recorded the video and smile to her again to show my thank you. thank you!!
很矛盾，我已经踏出第一步，为什么还是原样。我根本没有得到任何回答。那就是要我怎样呢。答案最多两个字，等或不等。有那么难吗。
周董的专辑已有好一段日子了，可是我想不会再有人送给我了。跌过了那么多次，怕了。
有人做过实验，放一只鲨鱼和小鱼在一个水缸，中间隔了一块玻璃，鲨鱼为了要吃小鱼，拼命撞过去，每一次都伤的不轻。直到鲨鱼放弃了，人们把玻璃片抽出来，可是鲨鱼也没过去吃那些小鱼。小鱼游过来了，它也无动于衷。。
失过恋的人都知道，那叫痛。
最近一直听着电话里这首五月天的知足。
因为很喜欢最后的那一段，也很有感触:
‘如果我爱上你的笑容，要怎么收藏，要怎么拥有。。
如果你快乐再不是为我，会不会放手其实才是拥有。。
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛‘
我很累了，要放手了。
i believe there was no good luck in my word. anyone want my life, i can exchange with you without any requirement or rules!!! if you want to use your hand to catch your dream form your imagination, better use your leg to walk step by step on the floor. everytime i attend the seminar, they told us drem it and take action. dream? bullshit. try to think every of the dream, no money no talk! some ppl can just spend rm1000 for a dinner, while rm1000 can afford the expenses for a family for whole month. while you owned it, appreciate it, while you lost it, dun regret if you done your best to appreciate it.
we are not those lucky ppl, so dun do any looks lucky. dream never brings any good things to me, it only destroyed my life and wasted my time. when ppl need help, i always standby and even sacrifice myself to help, but im not getting back the same thing while i need help.
it's really true "they only will share your happiness and richness, but not your sadness"
btw, thank you for my fren which always support me and always willing to spend time to listen to me whenever i need. you did gave me hand while im falling down.
not that i dunwan to share or tell, u r the one who dunwan to share or tell. why am i always be the one who sacrificeand be the one who are trying hard? why am i so stupid? why u r the one who enjoy in the end. there was alot of unfair thing happened daily. why it have to be me. its clear that: not to ask how much u will get back, ask how much u are willing to sacrifice. i admit sacrifice is not equal to returns. stupid siaomee.
every of your changes will change me, but every changes of mine wont change you. if you didnt mean it, just tell me straight away. i tried hard in eveything. but everything goes to bad ending.
这几天晚上都窝在房里在线追看‘换换爱’。可以说是‘恶魔在身边’的延伸版吧。还是有杨丞琳，最重要的还有小美和王传一。台湾偶像剧，我并没特别喜欢，不过只要有小美(贺军翔)或小综(郑元畅)的，我都会看。很喜欢样子漂亮的男生，注意哦，不是英俊和酷哥，是漂亮和美丽。看了‘恶魔在身边’和‘恶作剧之吻’，就超喜欢他们的。最近还在报上看到了他们俩的暧昧新闻。哈哈。
每当看着他们的电视剧时，镜头对他们的脸大特写，他们精致的五官都让我心动，女生都未必有他们酱美。好像有点夸张哦。别说我花痴，漂亮的人事物，没有人不喜欢的吧。
:P
yea, finally i found it. actualy beside than jay chou, there was another guy which really play piano and sing well at the same time. but he lives in our heart forever. i watch this movie when i was a kid, but i can remember very well for this particular piano playing scene by him..leslie cheung..
@.@
today was the launching. very sick but still have to work for it. got no voice but still have to attend to customer. but anyway, today met sum new and cute fren. the banker stil remember me. we knew each other in previous company. but he change and and upgraded to manager oredi.haha.. from pbb to ocbc. not bad. and met a new pretty gal from standchart. she have the same style with me. the same hair style and same type of jean and nike shoe.hehe.
she said like our company alot. been following our company project all the time. haha. such a cute gal. nice to met them today. the launchign was at the site. have to use those portable toilet. omg. felt very uncomfortable.
will be transfer to new dept in the 1st of Jan 2008. a new challenge, and ofcos, a new boss :P. i dun expect everyone will be nice to me. but definitely i wil be nice to them. now still in a heavy sorethroat, cant speak. sigh..
been searching jay playing piano live video in youtube. almost all i've watch already. recently got few new video. he's playing the movie soundtrack in the china tv program - "date with Lu Yu".
he really will let surrounding cool down n listen to his piano when he starts playing it. automatically everyone will attract by his piano playing. n everyone will enjoy it. and the same song, everytime he can play in diferent chord. cool. i really love his pian oplaying very very much! been loving him since i was in form 1. (most of u knew about it for sure) hehe. ofcos his song were good and talented. but the most important thing that attracting me all the while is his piano talent. it's fast, talented, fantastic!
bought many piano album, but actually i've been waiting for jay to come out with his own piano album, but seems like he concentrating more on his movie and album. only the secret ost album, which can let me enjoy the piano song by him. i really love jay chou n phis piano, n i really like piano. althought i duno how to play. but trying best to learn it myself :)
记得不久前，在中国报看到一则满有意思的小故事。。
一个晚上，一家吃完晚饭后，爸爸和一对子女在客厅里看电视，突然听见厨房里有碗碟打破的声音，然后一阵沉默。。爸爸开口对子女说:"一定是你的妈妈"
"你怎么知道呢?"一对子女问道。。
"因为她没有骂人"
很短的一则故事，说明了"责人以严，待己以宽"。相信身边都有很多这样的人吧。对别人严厉，对自己就宽容.别忘了当你伸出手指指责别人是，四只手指正向着自己呢。。
dun u ever felf lost..or when u losing sumone, how does it feels..watching secret online now..lun found that xiao yu missing. keep playing this song with his piano. sounds sad..so do hold it tight when u can hold, dun say u regret after u have lost sumone.
u r diferent from u, i just felt like i duno who r u at all. i dun even know u well like lastime. things are getting change.
a small hut named 'Memories' but there's always me alone inside it..
recently just bought a Lesportsac, the tokidoki - 4th generation series! choosen the angel limited edition. copied some tokidoki series details for you guys information. It's really very cute.
the angel series pattern is like this (see below!!)
每個款式目前有的花色如下
*9506vs 9511vs大書包vs 9513vs 9514vs 9515vs 9518 vs 9519vs 9525vs 9526
第一代白色 純黑色(內裡為白色可愛公仔圖案)
第二代米色 黑色 綠色
第三代粉藍 粉紅 猴子
第四代灰色小惡魔 藍色小天使
第五代海盜 黑白星星 純白色(內裡是黑白星星)
第六代牛奶娃娃
第七代夏日風情(目前大書包vs9513vs9518vs9519vs9517還沒有)
ps 9526vs9525新增加黑色(內裡為粉藍色)這個花色
*9508
第一代 純黑色(內裡有白色)
第三代粉藍 粉紅
第五代 純白色(內裡是黑白星星)
*9512大書包(加大款)
第三代粉藍 粉紅 猴子
第四代灰色小惡魔 藍色小天使
第五代 純白色(內裡是黑白星星) 黑白星星 海盜
第六代 牛奶娃娃
第七代 夏日風情
*9509
第一代 白色 純黑色(內裡為白色可愛公仔圖案)
第三代粉藍 粉紅 猴子
第四代灰色小惡魔 藍色小天使
第五代 海盜 黑白星星 純白色(內裡是黑白星星)
第六代 牛奶娃娃
第七代 夏日風情
*9517後背包
第一代 白色 純黑色(內裡白色可愛公仔)
第二代 黑色 綠色
第三代 粉藍 粉紅 猴子
第四代灰色小惡魔 藍色小天使
第五代 海盜 純白色(內裡是黑白星星)
第六代 牛奶娃娃
*9522小後背包
第一代白色 純黑色(內裡是白色可愛公仔)
第三代猴子 粉紅 粉藍
第四代 藍色小天使 灰色小惡魔
第五代 海盜 黑白星星 純白色(內裡是黑白星星)
第六代 牛奶娃娃
第七代 夏日風情
*9523
第三代粉藍 粉紅 猴子
第四代灰色小惡魔 藍色小天使
第五代 純白色(內裡是黑白星星) 黑白星星 海盜
第六代 牛奶娃娃
*9528
第一代 白色
第二代 黑色
第三代 粉紅 粉藍 猴仔
黑色(內裡是粉藍) 咖啡色(內裡是猴子) 咖啡色(內裡是粉藍)
第四代 灰色小惡魔 藍色小天使
第五代 海盜 黑白星星 純白色(內裡是黑白星星)
第六代 牛奶娃娃
第七代 夏日風情
*9510
第一代 白色
第三代 粉紅 猴子
第四代 藍色小天使
第五代 海盜 純白色(內裡是黑白星星) 黑白星星
第六代牛奶娃娃
第七代夏日風情
*9507
第五代 純白色(內裡是黑白星星)
第七代夏日風情
faster go and get one tokidoki bag..
now backupING file from my old laptop. im going to format it. damn slow, sitting here for more than 3 hours oredi. a sunday wasted like tat. tomorrow have to work again. alot of planning to do..omg,and alot of meeting. and yet, being one of the committee for my company annual dinner (again?!?). previously was family day, made me cant enjoy much on that day, looks like cant enjoy in the annual dinner again, cos i have to take care and in charge of the prizes.
what kind of door gifts would you guys prefer when attending annual dinner? this year it held at sunway convention centre, cos ballroom no longer able to cater my whole company staff, it's more than 1000 pax man. ofcos we need a convention centre,ngek ngek. and what theme should we apply this year, im thinking to proposed anime and cartoon theme, and second one will be black and white. haha. anime and cartoon woh, maybe they will make it like cosplay event oso.haha, then anime crave will get their chance to try to pretend to be naruto maybe. :P
anyway, too soon to make the conclusion. wait for the next meeting then. gud luck.
今天上班途中，再次有机会听到陈锋的‘三分钟领悟’。也是我最爱得环节之一。今天内容大概是在说corporate world中的人格分析。说到之前有个online recruitment的网站对上班族做了问卷调查，调查办公室里最不受欢迎的人，排名第一的是:爱出风头，好胜的人，不止酱，再深入探讨，爱逞强，出风头的人，如果他们本身并没有那么而逞强过头，还可以接受，最不能接受的，是那些本身真的有本事，却不懂得谦虚，硬出风头，怕死别人不懂他很强的那种。
总括来说，十全十美的人比较没那么受欢迎，因为大多数十全十美都不懂得谦虚，或许该说，很多人都不懂得如何拿捏谦虚。因为你谦虚过头了，就会变成虚伪。今天领悟到什么吗?
今早看报纸的时候，有一篇娱乐报导，关于杨丞琳的当红偶像剧《换换爱》，也是有小美和王传一，觉得有恶魔的感觉吧，哈哈。然后提到rainie在戏里的名句：
“爱钱不可耻 胡乱花钱才可耻
省钱不可耻 伸手要钱才可耻
没钱不可耻 有钱不赚才可耻”
哇，说得太好了。直接表达了我对时下年轻人的看法。因为身边就有很多例子。我承认，同样的年龄，我和他们相差的太远了。可是我满足，我高兴。这样的一句“名言”，让我很想马上去租来看！！
不懂大家早上驾车上班，有没有听到988陈锋的三分钟领悟呢？我每天一定会听，有一个故事让我最印象深刻，故事是酱的：
在十多年前，有人对当时的大学生做了一项调查，抽了一千个大学生，大约有800名学生是因为父母或市场要求而选了他们所读的科目，只有大约200名学生是因为自己的兴趣而选了喜欢的科目去专研。
到了十多年后的今天，他们再对当年的一千名学生做调查，有大约200名的学生已经成了企业老板，或甚至亿万富翁。可是这200名学生，有90%是当时200名选了自己喜欢科目学生的其中之一。大家领悟点什么了吗？
工作最重要有热情，知道自己的兴趣，知道自己的未来去向是很重要。找饭吃固然重要，可是既然不能改变环境，就试着改变自己吧。
been listening to the all my jay chou album just now. those songs flashing my memories back. comparing the year when im just finish my spm, it's been almost 4 years. been keeping it at the same time. almost everyday i was thinking about the same question, why does god have to fool at me at this moment at this age?
my mind might be bit kiddy and its easily influence by it. keep ignore it, but i've been forcing to face it and make my decision. god you know my decision will be the same but why you still want me to take the test..it's make me struggle through everyday when i found out something which link to it. i cant act like a kid now but sometimes i felt i just want to be a kid.
escape or ignore is useless. life is a test. i think i only can get a grade D for now, things happened cant be changed, we cant turn back time. but can i have time to regret for those idiot decision that passed long long time? been very tough until i can stand up today. pls dun let me fall again to the deep valley. perhaps i can hold it. more expectation, therefore i've got most dissapointed.
maybe it's hard to understand my post, it's because I never think to let others know about it..
all the weekend in this month of August been full. the 1st week is our sally yeh concert. then the follow weekdn was been to putrajaya for the 1st nite of malaysia international fireworks competition. and this weekend that just passed was working..our new project..finally launched. previewed at sheraton subang. got chance to wear the uniform. it's tailor made by ZARA!! but have to return it anyway.
and what happen to he last weekend? it's company staff family day. been rushing 2 months ago for this special event. from A to Z. and now only i remember i still got many thing to prepare for tomorrow meeting. haiz..cant sleep well tonight. hope it will be a happ family day for all our staff and it will have more than 2000 person to attend to the family day. hope everything will be fine. gudluck la siaomee..
oh ya,today just bought a new final fantasy XI piano collection album at mid valley. then have a nice cappucino at ZEN. i like ZEN since it's start to operated. everytime sure I'll choose the same corner to have a seat and enjoy my music . the final fantasy XI piano collection was great! i shud have bought all the series. probably i'll go again next weekend to bought all. and ofcos it's cheap too.
:P
yesterday evening, went to nationall sports complex to swim with he same gang. olympic size pool, long time dint go this kind of pool oredi. abit get shock when my i cant step on the ground of swimming pool. (my fear factor)..haha.
after swimming, went to oug there to eat bak kut teh, same row with steven corner. and suddenly i saw someone. i cant believe at the 1st sight!! it's Gary Chao, the local singer who sang Superwomen!!
he is wearing a cap, a grey shirt and walking with his mum, slowly walk out from the kopitiam and went along the roadside to buy fruit. i quickly told they all, ken and wewe faster go to the fruit stall there..want to see more clear,but they 2 standing there like abit scared scared geh.aiyo,miss the chance oredi. >.<
my sis told me actualy gary chao live around oug there.near to her fren house. no wonder la. miss chance to take photo with gary. i like gary cos his song very nice! he had won alot of awards in hk..
last saturday been to sally yeh concert at setia alam there. i believe those fren who i have gave them ticket been to it also la..if not you rugi la..the fireworks very very nice!!! especially the last shot, the stars are like falling down!! luckily i've record the video here.choon hoe, wewe, ken, aaron, my sis, and others who have been.. lets flash back it again..
for those 1st timer,pls pay attention until the last minute..you will get surprise..
do u know when ur fren need help? if a fren come and look for u becos he/she need help, are u feeling happy or angry?
im still stucking in the deep valley, failed to escape from it..its been a long time. omg, when will u rescue me out of this deep valley..
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0[)H6i r#s90658 小伦(周杰伦饰)与父亲(黄秋生饰)相依为命，父亲是淡江艺术中学的音乐老师，小伦自小在他的熏陶下，拥有非凡的音乐才华。
$i'sqq&Q^ d90658这天是小伦转读淡江艺术中学的第一天，当他跟着同学小依(曾恺玹饰)参观校园时，突被一段神秘的钢琴乐曲吸引。小伦随着琴音引领，走进一间百年琴室，发现弹琴者是一位清秀脱俗的女生小雨(桂伦镁饰)，两人虽然没有交谈，但在四目交投之间，双方都泛起微妙的感觉。佳礼部落客I c'do4T"r;JK_]
原来小雨是小伦的同班同学，由于冒失的小雨上课时总是迟到，故经常被迫和坐在后排的小伦坐在一起，两人的感情因此突飞猛进，更到达互相分享秘密的阶段；但每当小伦问及那天在百年琴室所听到的神秘乐曲时，小雨总是模棱两可地回答：“那是一个不能说的秘密……”。佳礼部落客J-f7M"p P y+{p
距离毕业的日子越来越近，小雨决定向小伦公开神秘乐曲的秘密，于是相约小伦在琴室相见，小伦以字条回复小雨：“今晚琴房7:30，我也告诉你一个秘密”；怎料字条在阴差阳错之下，竟落在暗恋小伦多时的小依手上。佳礼部落客 `8t1{!\9]$M
当晚小伦在琴室边奏着小雨喜欢的乐章边等待着，突然一双温暖的手盖着小伦的眼睛，双方情不自禁地拥吻起来，直至小伦张开眼睛，方知对方不是小雨而是小依；与此同时，小伦听到小雨的哭泣声从门外远去，小伦疯狂地追出去，但小雨早已芳踪杳然。佳礼部落客 CrK)ZCHF
小雨自此仿如人间蒸发，音讯全无。小伦向同学打听小雨的下落，同学竟说从不知有小雨这个人。小伦到小雨家造访，竟被当成瞎撞。小伦翻看点名册，赫然惊觉名册上也没有出现小雨的名字……
E:TT oj90658直至小伦发现一张父亲和小雨的合照，向父亲追问关于小雨的一切，小伦方知小雨的出现绝非偶然，一切源自一首神秘的乐曲和一个不可告人的秘密……
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桂纶美变的很漂亮了，想起当年她和陈柏霖在‘蓝色大门’里的青涩模样，现在真的变了很多，真的很紧张剧情和它的结局，到底会是什么秘密呢?..
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及
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听张震岳的‘思念是一种病’，慢慢的听，会一直在骂自己，因为正有问题烦恼着，而总是让别人来告诉自己答案。。思念真的是一种病。当你用心调理好，思念的症状没那么严重的时候，会过得快乐些，当一不小心忽略了，一句话，一个画面甚至是一个人，都能让你进入末期。。真的，我还宁愿没和见到面或聊过话。不然，现在不会那么心不在焉。。
been to the curve flea market again last night. yea, i like the market because those crafts and arts are very cheap!!and can bargain for mroe discount. like going there at night, then sit down for a coffee at the corner cafe(either laundry bar or empress cafe ler). bought sum cute thing again last nite. some DIY hairt doll starter kit. hehe..
tonight will be our charity dinner night. Deputy prime minister will be coming. and this dinner had raised RM5.8million for our company foundation. great job! ofcos la,our 130 staff will be performing the musical show ler. been practice and rehearsed at sunway grand ballroom. yesterday our protocol rehearsal was the best. hope tonite will be more great. probably will go pyramid to shopping 1st..hehe,and hav a cup of starbucks coffee.
and sorry for unable to squeeze out some time for my twin sis buffday celebration. aiya. hope can make it this weekend..
today been to pyramid to have our japanese food all together..it was a funny dinner. we kept taking photo from the beginning to the last minutes, i think the waiters must be thought that we are crazy and funny ppl. haha..
everyone is here..oh no..they are starting to do funny things..
so end up the waiter keep looking to our table..haha
after we've ben to watch transformer..luckily we were able to bought the tickets.and the movie was so great..cant even words can describe..u guys have to go n watch!!
lastnite having steamboat at home. everyone was here, and a new member..ah wee punya XXX..hehe..enjoy our steamboat like festive feeling.haha
buffday cake..sharing with jason..haha.he arguing y hav2 shared with me.i knocked his head.haha
sister tan..hehe
and da jie again,thien and aaron..and my ah b..
ehem..and the last one.. :P
‘甜的吃，苦的也吃，酸的都要吃’这是小鲍在tvb港剧‘溏心风暴’里常说的一句话。他深深的明白这个道理，所以，宁愿哑巴吃黄莲，也不想把真相说出来让大家不开心。 其实我们何尝也不是酱。。
我的工作也不是很顺利，年中的评估分数下滑了。 还好公司有study loan，员工可以申请，无利息，不过每个月会从薪水慢慢扣。那时候会更辛苦。真的左右为难。人还真的不好当。
在公司又要假装没事，回到家也要假装没事，只能自己慢慢在想办法。因为除了自己，没人可以帮我了。 人生有苦也有甜。总不能永远都顺顺利利的。最重要是自己不可以放弃。要学习独自面对困难，克服它，才能长大。
2007-6-13
4匪截车劫殴情侣 轮奸女郎 2007-6-13 0:11:57
（新山12日讯）截车打抢、掳人及殴打男事主还不够，4名丧心病狂的匪徒，还轮奸了女事主，令一对华裔情侣心灵留下永恒的创伤。 近收费站被撞击截停 这起令人发指的事件是于昨晚10时发生，当时男事主阿利（假名，22岁）正驾着车，从笨珍的住家载着女友Esther（假名，20岁）回返新山。在从振林山的捷径通往柏岭花园，靠近柏岭花园的大道收费站时，2人所乘坐的轿车（国产花蝴蝶），突然遭人从后撞击，之后，肇事者还示意阿利把车停下。 虽然当时阿利与Esther也曾怀疑过对方是警察，无论如何，由于治安不靖，他俩并没有把车停下，反而是加快轿车的速度，欲逃往一个更加安全的地方。 然而，匪徒却在此时穷追不舍，在追逐中，还多次碰撞2人的轿车。 只致电哥哥
当时，Esther已联络上阿利的哥哥阿德（27岁），以便前来协助，惟由于2车还在追逐中，因此无法确切把所在的地点说出。 最终，匪车把2人的轿车迫至一个死角，在阿利尝试后退，继续逃亡时，轿车的引擎却无端死火，把2人陷于无助之中。 轿车抛锚求助无门 匪车中的2名匪徒，此时步下匪车，趋近2人的轿车，2人分别强硬拖着阿利及Esther下车，当时，Esther与阿德的通话仍未挂断，惟阿德听着2人的呼救声，却爱莫能助。 除了劫走2人身上的钱财之外，还被拉下车，匪徒即与阿利搏斗，而Esther则被另1匪徒拉上匪车；上了匪车后，Esther才发现匪徒共有2名。
与持刀匪搏斗 阿利遍体鳞伤 车上的另1名匪徒见其党羽与阿利搏斗得难分难解，即拿着刀上前协助，并把阿利的腿部砍伤。 阿利当时欲逃跑，却被匪徒穷追不舍，并走了一段路后，重新又被匪徒挟持上了匪车。 匪徒之后把2人载到裕华园旁的一处草丛地，下了车后，其中1名匪徒继续向阿利拳打脚踢，导致他遍体鳞伤。 与此同时，3名兽性大发的匪徒，则把Esther拉至草丛另一端，并轮流向她进行凌辱。 匪徒之后即逃之夭夭，Esther当时苦撑着，到大路旁求助；阿利则被打得伤痕累累，被抛在草丛旁，不能动弹。
苦等半小时 才有人伸援手 惨遭4名丧心病狂的匪徒凌辱后，Esther与阿利幸获路过的好心人伸出援手，无论如何，当他们向警方报案时，各地警局皆一再推搪，导致救援缓慢。 最终，这批好心人只好冒险把遍体鳞伤的阿利及Esther送往中央医院。
Esther称，她在士古来大道旁的巴士站急于求助，却苦等半个小时，仍未有人向他们伸出援手，最终以阿宝（31岁）为主的5名好心人，愿意停下轿车，察看2人的情况。 致电3区警局 警方迟迟未派员 阿宝在中央医院向媒体指出，当时，他们马上察看阿利的伤势，并向Esther了解情况，由于担心会影响阿利的伤势，他们并没有马上把他送往医院，而是选择先行向警方报案。
无论如何，他们尝试致电予拉庆、淡杯及新山南区警署，并向他们讲解案情的经过，惟约45分钟后，警方都未能派出警员前来调查。 另一方面，当接获Esther的求助电话后，阿利的哥哥阿德已致电回家，向父母亲报告此事，并要求2人报案。 他在寻找弟弟与女友的行踪时，在靠近柏岭的收费站，也曾遇到一辆巡逻的警车，他向警车内的3名警员求助，希望警员利用他们的网络，尽速寻找到弟弟与女友的下落。 惟对方却似乎不大热衷寻找2人的下落，之后即离开，也不知是否有追查两人的下落。
在把2人送到医院后，由于警方人员并未抵达医院进行调查，院方也仅能协助阿利敷伤口，并不能进行手术，及为Esther进行检验。 Esther续称，警方是在凌晨3时许，才到医院为他俩录取口供，之后即匆匆离开；她也是等到早上7时许，才得以进行检验，并在之后才服药物。 她认为警方的行动缓慢，倘若她与男友的伤势严重，等到警方前来调查之前，还未给予治疗，后果堪虞。
柔总警长提醒公众 刑事案最好拨热线 柔佛州警察总长拿督胡先指出，警方将会调查阿利与Esther的案件，2个警区（新山北区及南区）在行动时，是否出现不协调的状况；此外，他也提醒公众，一般的刑事案件，最有效的方式是联络警方的热线07-2212999。 较早时，马青全国公共投诉局副主任孙□华在接获此案件的投诉后指出，由于上述所属管辖地区的混淆，的确导致警方由哪个警区进行调查出现混乱，无论如何，一般上，只要是人民的投诉，警方都可以在15分钟内赶抵案发现场。 他解释称，医院会马上采取行动，抢救性命垂危的伤者，无论如何，倘若伤者无大碍，他们在进行敷药后，必须等待警方前来调查后，才能够为伤者施行手术或其他治疗。 他说，阿利与Esther的亲友，是在凌晨时分，到马华支会会所求助，他在知道此一案后，协助他们向警方报案
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malaysia's police always 'tak ada'. no integrity at all.what kind of place that we all living at?
pray for malaysian..
suddenly forget the name of the japanese restaurant in northpoint nearby mid valley there. ya..our colleage all aiming to go there for lunch soon.haha..i only know that the ad agency that company engaged for the cityscape asia in singapore is 180 degree. i only got the namecard of K C Har. I remember is a very young and smart guy.got an earpiece sumore. and chan fung(DJ of 988) was discussing with our director in that exhibition also. now only i know, chan fung is the boss of 180 degrees la.and i checked out their website.is in northpoint!
today is the last day to get the shrek cushion at Mcd. I wanna get the last cushion. but always got no time to go mcd this week, i've got the red colour.others not nice..except the last one.
hope today got time to go..
haiz..our company charity dinner comign soon. on 6th July at Sunway Resort Hotel Ballroom. And our prime minister will be coming. so our performance dance have to be perfect. this batch is the same show as last year annual dinner. which is i have to take part also.
today was the second day for overall rehearsal (to dance the Finale). at first really cant memorized the step well. the trainer keep shout and shout. luckily we all can pick up.
all the performer are internal new staff. new staff are compulsory to join for the 1st annual dinner and charity dinner show. and we have b keep reminding to do our best to perform the 1st class show. the trainer keep psyco us.
very tired. ganbate for the charity dinner show la >.<
human life are always full of problem,crisis etc. only after u fell down, then you will know how to get up. we all need the courage and the light from the tunnel.
i just hope all can stop by now. stand up urself.u can..
just finish my mocha cheese cake which brought back by my colleage from Klang. They said its a very famous cake shop at there. and the baker was the so called SI MUI from Secret Recipe's baker.(sumthing like that ler,not sure about the story, as long as i got nice cake to eat)
they brought various cheese cake: mocha,baked cheese, marble cheese, blueberry cheese,omg,duno which to choose just now. finally choose mocha cos i like coffee very much.
after that,have a nice starbuck coffee bought by another coleage. wat a lucky day! haha
结局让我跌眼镜，竟然是小契自己放弃打六亿家产的官司。不过我比较关心的是小鲍和常在心的结果。他们终于在一起了。小鲍一直默默喜欢常在心很多年了。常在心一直提起她会全心全意的帮小鲍，因为是她欠他的。最后他撕了他和她之间的欠单，他不想常在心对他好只是为了还债而已.这点和我一样。。
想起当时，我时常都会有酱的想法，你对我好是不是为了偿还我。我不想酱。也不懂为什么会酱想，总之就是不想他为了偿还我而对我好..
it's already 6pm..tomorrow is off day, but i still have to replace my coleage duty at ampang again..haiz
so now,im ready to go back to watch my prison break season 1. my colleage borrowed me a complete set! and heard ashley said before keet will burn season 2 for us. great!
and thanks aaron for borrowing us a woofer and few speakers. that will make my weekend more interesting when watching prison break.hehe
hope i can have a happy weekend..
this week's lunches from Monday to Friday which is today was so nice.
monday lunch: subway cafe - our dept purposely went to summit USJ just want to have a healthy n tasty lunch.haha..n we can just choose and add the paste sauce & etc to it. after that, have a take away starbucks coffee.
tuesday lunch: sushi king - also purposely went to IOI mall to have a japanese food, o we choose sushi king. u mayb ask y not tesco sushi king? the services at the tesco sushi king was so bad. n the food oso not served nicely! the sushi king at IOI so far so good la..nothing to complaint. my favourite always the curry udon and the misc sushi,oh ya,n Edamame !! and then, we went to starbuck n get a double espresso frappucino!! i like coffee, so we all order double espresso 1.
wednesday lunch: penang village - the lunch the provided in our office looks like not very nice. so we guys went to the Penang Village at Taipan USJ. it's a corner shop next to CIMB bank. the food not bad. espeially the durian cendol!! tried the penang nasi lemak with tomato rice. hmm..stil ok ler.prefer the rojak and durian cendol.hehe
thursday lunch: water lily cafe - a boring lunch again in office..so, we went to water lily cafe in IOI business park. not bad. the portion is really big. its sumthing similar to the bumbu bali's set lunch, but the portion is more big and the side dish is more variety. n sumore ,its cheaper than bumbu bali.haha
friday lunch: McD - today the star newspaper was attached with a flyer of Mcd which is promoting the shrek 3 set meal. im so happy to see mcd. n i like the gingy cushion!! so i paksa my colleages to go for mcd today. luckily they all oso didnt have mcd for quite some day, so we r there again at Tesco Mcd. so i've got my Gingy cushion!!
P.S: guess what, the lunch here is all free, because all my colleage was so kind. they just belanja today, n the other belanja the next day. hehe
i hate the feeling of loneliness. being stress and stress. i really need a hand that can hold me tight and wont let me fall..
years by years..its been almost 4 years.. how many years i can go for? to go for an impossible answer. hate my stubborn.
a nice 'old' song here..those who were the old fans of hong kong 90's pop. should familiar with it.the song is old, but this is song tat i can always remember and memorized the lyric in my mind.cos the meaning suit me so much..
just back from Guthrie office in Bukit Jelutong. Damn hot man.their office quite big, from this dept to other dept have to walk to another building. luckily our future corporate office is in 1 building only (wbut with many floors!) .now have to analysis the document and make proper report. haiz..
and the DBKL restriction!! now I know a land more than 5 acres in KL need to pay contribution for low cost houses. sigh. But i dunno the rate la, seems like dun hav any info that can found from local authority website or articles.
any architect or town planner can help me..duh..
(-.-)..
比起你不再拥有而珍惜，请为不曾拥有而珍惜，而最心痛的是你不能拥有。
人通常是酱，我不希望周遭因为我而不开心，我希望我能让其他人开心，纵使自己不开心。所以，明白我的朋友们，leave me alone..
"Life is like a game in which God shuffles the cards, devils deals them and we have to play the trumps."
a meaningful quote,saw it from choon hoe msn status. I really like it la choon hoe.hehe
It's already 6pm. so fast. I stil havent finish drinking my starbucks coffee. half cup to go.
Now still in office, stil have to finish my task, listening to some 90's (yeah, really missing it) the corrs, MLTR, boyzone, savage garden, backstreet boys. michael jackson.
and some anime ost, yesterday was thinking to buy in a bulk of those anime ost in mid valley, its really cheap! only 19.90 for a cd, final fantasy, initial D, bleach, naruto. but when i started to dream for those music, my sis blasted me. haha
she said:"download is free 1, dude"
omg, ya lo, better download. so after i bought a shoes, and watson's stuff, and a cup a starbucks latte(again!). so i quickly get back to my laptop, and download as much as i can.haha
so,it's really free..
又到星期五了，时间过得好快。一星期接一星期就酱过了。现在正听着我音乐库的所有钢琴曲，只是听着钢琴声，压力都慢慢没有了。接着就会随着音乐的起伏，在发白日梦，幻想得天马行空。
重复听了最多的是canon in D，bleach死神的ost钢琴版，厉害吧，钢琴版都让我找到。其实不难。我是时常到youtube看别人弹钢琴的自拍。有很多音乐爱好者都弹得一手好琴，而且好快噢。然后我把那些video下载了。在convert去mp3或wma的format。好像很麻烦吧。不过我喜欢，所以没关系。
再来听的是网上风靡一时的韩国mv，kiss - because im a girl。也是用同样的方法找到钢琴版。还有陈奕迅歌曲的钢琴版。前年英皇为旗下歌手推出了钢琴热恋系列。超爱那张陈奕迅的.
today I've attended a training at our corporate learning centre. the training is really experienced..
he asked me a question..
"who created light bulb?"
"Thomas Edison, sir" I'd answer (of course anyone can answer that!)
"So do you know how many times he done the experiments for it?"
"more than a thousand times." answer him again.
"Yea, you see the point. Do you ever failed to do something and try to do it again more than 5 times?"
"..."
everybody was silence. Do I ever failed to do something and try to do it again more than 5 times? (erm..actualy I did it before, but that one is definitely another story.)
"well, if Edison only did the experiment for 999 times, I think our world is still in darkness." the trainer said again.
And talking about Tony Buzan. Yea, he is the founder of mind mapping. over 250mil ppl in the world is studying this skills to release our brain potential. (thank god I still remember who is Tony Buzan). And, one more interest book that introduced by him: "The 7 habits of organization's leader" (forget is organization leader or successful leader).
The writer of this book put alot of effort to do the gather the info of those successful man/lady for the past 20 yrs. He listed the common 7 habits of them. According to him, we might learn something from it. It's a famous book and studied by all of our group leader and management..
Hope to learn more tomorrow!
昨天刚和一位很久没见的朋友聊msn。谈到很多工作的事情，其实我知道她有很多事需要别人的教导和帮忙，不过因为我常没什么时间和她聊，没能帮到她。现在我写在这里，因为我知道她会看我的blog。嘻嘻
压力每个人都有，不要整天担心这害怕那，虽然你的工作地方没什么人有时间帮你。不用担心，不会就问，不要害怕做错和被上司骂。更不要自己看不起自己，如果连自己也看不起，那你等谁来看得起你呢?
你一直担心自己不能做好，因为你本来就没给你自己信心做好啊，那怎么做得好呢?总之不懂就要问，不要怕别人说你笨或麻烦，因为知识和经验学到了的话是自己，受益的是自己。
小时候走路也常会跌倒吧，只有跌过了，才会知道应该怎样走才不会再跌倒啊。看看多少成功人士的故事，有多少个是顺顺利利的呢?我的老板以前年轻是也只是个clerk of work。失败了多少次才有今天的成就。不要一点小事就挫自己的锐气。
容易走的是下坡路，明白这句话的道理吗? :)
明天我的同事会从美国回来，是公司的business trip。两个礼拜了，他们一定败了很多名牌回来，我听说他们第一天到那就已经整队人买了十二个coach bag。omg.。不懂有没有我的手信呢。。
环境确实会影响一个人。怕我自己成为其中一个。我不喜欢。可是要在公司里生存，就得作出成绩，可是我很开心我现在自己的位置，我知道我要的是quality time，不是名利。可是生活有真的逼得我们不得不低下头，能作的只有拼命赚钱，结果失去了很多东西都不知道为什么。
我喜欢素描，
喜欢对着蓝天发呆，
喜欢无所事事的在涂鸦，
喜欢窝在家里做家务，把家里弄得干干净净的，
喜欢玩线上游戏，
喜欢躺在舒服的床上听杰伦的歌，
喜欢静静的看一本好书、品尝一个下午茶。。
听起来好像很简单，很容易可以做到，可是我很久很久都没有酱了。。
一开始是真的有点乱，因为网路和专业密码用于和术语很多，有点难明白，慢慢看下去会让我穷追不舍，用了四个小时在睡觉前看完了。果然不出我所料，通常地位最崇高的那位通常都是最奸的那个。干吗最近都有很多叫的剧情构思咧。。佳礼部落客:v"E+s'X%S~*z Of
昨天刚看完了香港无线tvb的"强剑"也是.结局有点不知所谓，很散漫，不够凝聚力，给人的感觉是:"怎么就酱完了啊?"。故事的开头本来很好看的，和以往的武侠故事有点不同，故事的人物背景和风云有点象。当然还有我喜欢的bosco和郑嘉颖啦。其实故事剧情和tvb之前那套"布衣神相"还真有点雷同。。
erm..this watch is nice!! target to get but I stil cant found it in store. sumone out there, i noe u wan this watch oso..haha..really very nice ler. i will inform u after i bought this watch.haha
今天公司有function，现场有请了一位竖琴表演者。是一位20多岁的女生，因为年纪和我比较相近，空档的时间都一直和她聊天，还交换了号码，开始了我们的友谊。
真的很幸运，她说马来西亚，竖琴表演者不多，只有十几位。她还能一边弹一边和我聊天呢。
这本‘找到我的天使男’是本满不错的青春小说。是位中国作家，男主角端木西宁和女主角孟飞飞是斗气冤家，然后渐渐斗出感情。还有一切满爆笑的情节。飞飞最大的梦想就是吊金龟婿，花了很多心思，终于让总裁的儿子向她求婚，可是她却犹疑了，在那一刻，她拒绝了。下了很大的决心放弃了很多女生梦寐以求的荣华富贵，以为要平平淡淡的过日子了。谁不知过后的故事还有不错的惊喜呢。轻松搞笑的爱情小说。不错不错。其实我是在mph看了这本书的小部份，可是又不舍得买，结果就上网看连载copy下来。原来不用买书，很多书都可以上网看呢。
书里有一段话让我看了眼眶就立刻红了。是酱写的:"。。。其实，生活就象洋葱，一片一片的剥开，总有一片会让我们流泪。不要害怕被别人误会。生命不是用来更正别人的错，或证明自己的对-生命是用来生活的。"
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